stuck .
sometimes it feel so right but sometime it feel wrong. I don’t get this situation at all, when I feel to let it go, my heart reject it. Should I keep this ? But, how long ? Forever ? Today, I promise to fight with myself so I can forget him. 4 days more it’s his 21th birthday, I just turn off by blackberry messenger so I can’t reach him for a moment. I want to be strong and move on like he did. But, can I survive with this idea ? I don’t know. I miss him already, but for this year I won’t give him birthday greeting. Because it’s too many pain he give. He already get new girlfriend but me ? Still stuck with this stupid love for almost 2 years. Crazy, huh ? Yeah, I think so. But like people said, Love is blind. Now, I get the main point of that statement and now I stuck on that situation. Even he get his new girl, this feeling not even try to gone but it’s become more bigger than before.



